Bad Memories
Relatioship Poems

by Katelyn Bovee
(Corinth NY )

Relationship Poems
Bad Memories
by Katelyn Bovee

What would my life have become if I had you again,
what would it be like if I never had to think about you again?
If the pain from the summer would just go away, and never return.
I wouldn't have to face the fear that you are lurking around
every corner waiting for me,
so that you can carve deeper within my skin.
I wouldn't have to be afraid of the demons inside me
and I would just face them when I feel like it.
But right now I feel you here with me
thinking about us and how we use to be,
no surprise my heart hurts and I feel my cuts burn.
Not that it much matters to you all
it is was a little mistake in your path of wrong doings,
it doesn't surprise me that I can't go to sleep
without waking up in nightmares,
for all that you did to me this has to be the worst.
You show no love in your eyes when we touched,
you played me like a book and you tore out all the pages.
And I feel inside that all the trust I had
all the love I had... you took it away from me.
Just like my dreams they all burnt to the ground when we screamed,
still nothing would feel better than if me and you
could have one last night
stay up 24 hours together get what we needed off our chest,
because I can still feel you hugging me goodbye
and that was the last time I think I ever saw you.